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But I dreamt we was all beautiful and strong.
He stays in the library for most of the day. It’s too hot to be outside right now and the library doesn’t care if you fall asleep for a little while, assuming you have a book in your hands and you don’t snore.
So he stays there, enjoying the central air and the fact that he’s not in the burning sun. But night descends and the library is getting ready to close. He doesn’t know where he’ll go from here, though he has enough money to go to a diner and maybe get a slice of pie.
At that thought, his stomach growls and that seems to settle his plans for the evening.
Theta moves out he library doors and towards the last place he remembers seeing a diner that looks cheap enough. Luckily he’s in a big enough city that the walk isn’t too far, thus he is able to keep the route pretty much in mind.
So he stays there, enjoying the central air and the fact that he’s not in the burning sun. But night descends and the library is getting ready to close. He doesn’t know where he’ll go from here, though he has enough money to go to a diner and maybe get a slice of pie.
At that thought, his stomach growls and that seems to settle his plans for the evening.
Theta moves out he library doors and towards the last place he remembers seeing a diner that looks cheap enough. Luckily he’s in a big enough city that the walk isn’t too far, thus he is able to keep the route pretty much in mind.
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Wordscount: 180
I want to watch this show with them, I do. I feel like it would be so much fucking fun. *sigh* Oh well.
Verse: The Rift
( In which Dusty and Theta watch TV )
I want to watch this show with them, I do. I feel like it would be so much fucking fun. *sigh* Oh well.
Verse: The Rift
( In which Dusty and Theta watch TV )
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Fic: And With That, We're Off
WOrdcount: 303
Verse: Beyond The Rift
Notes: Written because I wanted to and I said that I would try and Write Dusty. Yes, I cheated and no, I don't care.
( in which Dusty and Theta are sweet )
Verse: Beyond The Rift
Notes: Written because I wanted to and I said that I would try and Write Dusty. Yes, I cheated and no, I don't care.
( in which Dusty and Theta are sweet )
[Fic] What Is And Could Have Been
They never loved each other when they were young.
(Though whether it was love or simply an infatuation that somehow got out of hand is left up to interpretation.)
They never fought just as viciously as they loved
(There was always something sharp about the way they cared for one another.).
They never watched that love fall into something darker than it already was.
(Because neither of them understood how to love lightly. It was always dark, always deep and tinged with desperation and things such as that only get worse with time.)
( They never fell apart and off the same page. (It happened slowly and without either of them noticing. It was the first game that both of them lost.) )
Wordcount: 470
Verse: Memento Mori
NOtes: I love mirrorfic, I love it to sad and pathetic extents and am quite fond looking at Kosch and Theta and the Doctor and the Master. Plus I think I needed to make wordcount for something but we'll ignore that part. >>
(Though whether it was love or simply an infatuation that somehow got out of hand is left up to interpretation.)
They never fought just as viciously as they loved
(There was always something sharp about the way they cared for one another.).
They never watched that love fall into something darker than it already was.
(Because neither of them understood how to love lightly. It was always dark, always deep and tinged with desperation and things such as that only get worse with time.)
( They never fell apart and off the same page. (It happened slowly and without either of them noticing. It was the first game that both of them lost.) )
Wordcount: 470
Verse: Memento Mori
NOtes: I love mirrorfic, I love it to sad and pathetic extents and am quite fond looking at Kosch and Theta and the Doctor and the Master. Plus I think I needed to make wordcount for something but we'll ignore that part. >>
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musebysentence] A multitude of old prompts
3.1 - Sex
At first he did it simply because it felt good but after a while he did it because it gave him a way to make other people feel good instead.
4.4 - Holiday
When he remembers he tries to celebrate holidays, though it's a rare thing when his memory coincides with the actual day.
8.4 - Helpless
He looks at himself as many things; broken, damaged, defective, wrong but never, not even once, did he look at himself and think he was completely helpless.
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Verses:
- Polyverse: 3, 9, 11, 16
- Memento Mori: 4, 5, 10, 12, 17
- Blank Slate: 15
Notes: Right, this is me playing catch up, I'm not going to post all of these to the comm proper, probably the last three but I've been doing these on and off for a while, so I decided to just shove them all into one post instead of spamming with each getting their own, at least on this journal. Also, I realize that I desperately need to update verse information. That will get done tomorrow, assuming I have the brain to do such things.
At first he did it simply because it felt good but after a while he did it because it gave him a way to make other people feel good instead.
4.4 - Holiday
When he remembers he tries to celebrate holidays, though it's a rare thing when his memory coincides with the actual day.
8.4 - Helpless
He looks at himself as many things; broken, damaged, defective, wrong but never, not even once, did he look at himself and think he was completely helpless.
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Verses:
- Polyverse: 3, 9, 11, 16
- Memento Mori: 4, 5, 10, 12, 17
- Blank Slate: 15
Notes: Right, this is me playing catch up, I'm not going to post all of these to the comm proper, probably the last three but I've been doing these on and off for a while, so I decided to just shove them all into one post instead of spamming with each getting their own, at least on this journal. Also, I realize that I desperately need to update verse information. That will get done tomorrow, assuming I have the brain to do such things.
[musebysentence: 2.6]
On his worse days, the days where he's losing track of absolutely everything, not even time is something he can keep in mind.
Prompt: Time
Verse: Memento Mori
Prompt: Time
Verse: Memento Mori
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[Fic] Time Passes But We're Still Strangers
The first few days he doesn't see the hand at all. This is all right, he expected as much.
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The first few days, Theta wanders the TARDIS, loses himself in her and goes as deep as he can. Doing this, he can almost pretend he's home again.
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The Doctor finds him in the console room, sitting on the floor and humming softly to himself. It's nothing he's familiar with and he asks him about it.
He says it's a song that the TARDIS sang him, he said it's a song that reminds him of home.
( When he hears the song softly in his mind that night, Theta feels like he's going to be ill and even though he doesn't want to, he can't help but beg the Doctor's TARDIS to stop. )
<small:Word Count: 586 Verse: Shadows Have More To Say.
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The first few days, Theta wanders the TARDIS, loses himself in her and goes as deep as he can. Doing this, he can almost pretend he's home again.
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The Doctor finds him in the console room, sitting on the floor and humming softly to himself. It's nothing he's familiar with and he asks him about it.
He says it's a song that the TARDIS sang him, he said it's a song that reminds him of home.
( When he hears the song softly in his mind that night, Theta feels like he's going to be ill and even though he doesn't want to, he can't help but beg the Doctor's TARDIS to stop. )
<small:Word Count: 586 Verse: Shadows Have More To Say.
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[Fic] The Same Strange Faces
One day, he thinks to himself, he’s going to understand what it’s like to know something constant, to be assured of where he is sleeping that night, what the ground will feel like underneath his feet.
He dreams of a time like this, a point in his existence where such a thing is found in something besides muddled fancies that don’t even properly portray it. His mind simply doesn’t know how but it tries, it tries so very hard.
There’s a house and he’s supposed to go inside it. There are going to be people there, probably nice ones, and they’ll smile and welcome him with open arms. Questions will be asked; things about his likes and dislikes, all the things he’s capable of, that sort of business. Eventually someone will say something about how tiring the trip must have been for him and if he would like a nap.
He’ll nod and sometimes, when things are good, he’ll smile for them.
( But he doesn’t want this. Not in this house and not in any. )
Word Count: 550
Verse: Seperationverse (early)
He dreams of a time like this, a point in his existence where such a thing is found in something besides muddled fancies that don’t even properly portray it. His mind simply doesn’t know how but it tries, it tries so very hard.
There’s a house and he’s supposed to go inside it. There are going to be people there, probably nice ones, and they’ll smile and welcome him with open arms. Questions will be asked; things about his likes and dislikes, all the things he’s capable of, that sort of business. Eventually someone will say something about how tiring the trip must have been for him and if he would like a nap.
He’ll nod and sometimes, when things are good, he’ll smile for them.
( But he doesn’t want this. Not in this house and not in any. )
Word Count: 550
Verse: Seperationverse (early)
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[Fic] Five Times Theta Went To William
Theta, all things considered, can occasionally be a very fast learner.
He learns very quickly that panicking when he realizes hat he isn't home only brings bad things. He learns that it brings needles and people he doesn't know who wear false faces and slip on soothing voices that don't ever fit quite right.
He learns that you can leave your room if you're good, though he's never quite sure what that is here. No one acts the same way and if they do, it's not acting at all, it's not living, at least not the way he remembers it.
He learns that smiling faces don't always mean good things and that you always know what to expect from a quiet person.
That's why he sits next to him, why he closes his eyes and enjoys the man's silence. There's something to him, something that's not-quite-familiar and it's in the way he says so little.
Theta likes it though and it's the firs thing he ever says to William.
( Everything burns when he walks and the lights are too bright but neither of these things matter. )
Word Count: 572
Verse: Hospitalverse
He learns very quickly that panicking when he realizes hat he isn't home only brings bad things. He learns that it brings needles and people he doesn't know who wear false faces and slip on soothing voices that don't ever fit quite right.
He learns that you can leave your room if you're good, though he's never quite sure what that is here. No one acts the same way and if they do, it's not acting at all, it's not living, at least not the way he remembers it.
He learns that smiling faces don't always mean good things and that you always know what to expect from a quiet person.
That's why he sits next to him, why he closes his eyes and enjoys the man's silence. There's something to him, something that's not-quite-familiar and it's in the way he says so little.
Theta likes it though and it's the firs thing he ever says to William.
( Everything burns when he walks and the lights are too bright but neither of these things matter. )
Word Count: 572
Verse: Hospitalverse
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[FIc] To Judge An Absent Person
They tell him everything.
They tell him of the man he used to be, tell him of the countless crimes he's committed, tell him of the people he's harmed, the things he's done. They spare him no details and they make sure he listens, make sure that yes, he remembers everything.
They say that he needs to know, should be aware of what he's defending, of what he's trying to save.
Because yes, to them Koschei isn't a 'he' at all, he is a thing, a possession that's escaped their grasp.
Theta shakes his head, says that it's not true, it's not right. He mutters and pleads and tells them that they have it wrong, that Koschei couldn't be the man they're talking about.
They laugh, a cruel sound, not soft, not quiet and comforting like a laugh should be. They laugh and his stomach churns because they don't let him believe, they force the images into his mind whether he wants them or not.
But he insists even then, tells them that he can't be this man, this Master of so many terrible things and if he was, that's all it is, a 'was' a 'has been'. It's not life, it's not the way things are now.
Koschei is good, he insists, Koschei is always good.
They shake their heads and correct him, reminding him that here, the man is only known as Soldier.
Word Count: 225
Prompt: Judgement
Verse: A Crime To Be Forgiven (Boomverse)
They tell him of the man he used to be, tell him of the countless crimes he's committed, tell him of the people he's harmed, the things he's done. They spare him no details and they make sure he listens, make sure that yes, he remembers everything.
They say that he needs to know, should be aware of what he's defending, of what he's trying to save.
Because yes, to them Koschei isn't a 'he' at all, he is a thing, a possession that's escaped their grasp.
Theta shakes his head, says that it's not true, it's not right. He mutters and pleads and tells them that they have it wrong, that Koschei couldn't be the man they're talking about.
They laugh, a cruel sound, not soft, not quiet and comforting like a laugh should be. They laugh and his stomach churns because they don't let him believe, they force the images into his mind whether he wants them or not.
But he insists even then, tells them that he can't be this man, this Master of so many terrible things and if he was, that's all it is, a 'was' a 'has been'. It's not life, it's not the way things are now.
Koschei is good, he insists, Koschei is always good.
They shake their heads and correct him, reminding him that here, the man is only known as Soldier.
Word Count: 225
Prompt: Judgement
Verse: A Crime To Be Forgiven (Boomverse)
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[justprompts] Ten Reasons To Get Out (And Stay In) Bed.
Ten Reasons To Get Out Of Bed:
1. Nothing interesting happens when I just stay in bed.
2. I want to find out where we are.
3. Cups wants to be let out of the room.
4. Sometimes I just want to move.
5. If I don't, Koschei might think something's gone wrong.
6. Getting up means I may get to see Koschei fly.
7. The console room is more comfortable to sleep in anyway.
8. I still haven't seen all the rooms in the TARDIS yet.
9. Food, sometimes I just need food.
10. I simply don't like being in there some days.
Ten Reasons To Stay In Bed:
1. I can't get up.
2. I can get up but it's better if I don't.
3. I'm warm.
4. Cups hasn't woken up yet and he/s sleeping next to me.
5. I woke up and she was singing.
6. Koschei's close by.
7. The dreams I had were good ones.
8. The dreams I had weren't so good.
9. I forget how long I've been sleeping.
10. I'm just comfortable.
Word Count::183
Verse: : Memento Mori
1. Nothing interesting happens when I just stay in bed.
2. I want to find out where we are.
3. Cups wants to be let out of the room.
4. Sometimes I just want to move.
5. If I don't, Koschei might think something's gone wrong.
6. Getting up means I may get to see Koschei fly.
7. The console room is more comfortable to sleep in anyway.
8. I still haven't seen all the rooms in the TARDIS yet.
9. Food, sometimes I just need food.
10. I simply don't like being in there some days.
Ten Reasons To Stay In Bed:
1. I can't get up.
2. I can get up but it's better if I don't.
3. I'm warm.
4. Cups hasn't woken up yet and he/s sleeping next to me.
5. I woke up and she was singing.
6. Koschei's close by.
7. The dreams I had were good ones.
8. The dreams I had weren't so good.
9. I forget how long I've been sleeping.
10. I'm just comfortable.
Word Count::183
Verse: : Memento Mori
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[justprompts] Ten Of Your Favorite Things.
Ten of your favorite things:
(In no particular order)
1. Tea.
2. The sound of the TARDIS singing.
3. Days when I don't need my book that often.
4. Stories, especially ones that are told by friends.
5. Pictures.
6. Hugs, especially from people who don't normally give them.
7. Music. Any kind of music.
8. Someone smiling because of something I've done.
9. Friends.
10. Coming back from the dark and not being alone.
(In no particular order)
1. Tea.
2. The sound of the TARDIS singing.
3. Days when I don't need my book that often.
4. Stories, especially ones that are told by friends.
5. Pictures.
6. Hugs, especially from people who don't normally give them.
7. Music. Any kind of music.
8. Someone smiling because of something I've done.
9. Friends.
10. Coming back from the dark and not being alone.
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[Lists] Things You Wish Were True and Things You'll Never Ask
Thirteen things about you that you wish were true, but aren't.
1. I know where I am.
2. I know who I am.
3. I always remember his name. Always.
4. When I start walking, I know where I'm going.
5. When I get somewhere, it's the place I meant to be.
6. I can make tea, wonderful tea. The very best tea.
7. I look at the console and I know what to do.
8. Ten-zero-eleven-zero-zero by zero-two from galactic zero centre is more than a string of numbers to me.
9. I have an answer when someone asks me a question and it's the right one.
10. I only go anywhere when I want to.
11. I have no reason to be afraid of the dark.
12. If we ever meet again, the Doctor will be happy to see me.
13. I am an asset to someone.
Ten questions you will never ask (well, when he remembers not to ask them).
1. "Can we visit the Doctor today?"
2. "Can we visit home?"
3. "What ever happened to ten-zero-eleven-zero-zero by zero-two from galactic zero centre?"
4. "Will you teach me to fly her sometime?"
5. "What do you dream about?"
6. "Where do those scars come from?"
7. "Is it always going to be there, that thing in your head?"
8. "Do I have to leave? Can I just stay with you, stay and see the stars and be here with you? Please?"
9. "What did you say your name was?"
10. "Can you fix me? Pleasepleaseplease? Can you make me better?".
Word Count: ...It's small, okay?
Verse: Memento Mori
Notes: ....This should really be tilted 'A Nice List Of Some of Theta's Issues'. However, I decided not to do that because I feel it would be mean.
1. I know where I am.
2. I know who I am.
3. I always remember his name. Always.
4. When I start walking, I know where I'm going.
5. When I get somewhere, it's the place I meant to be.
6. I can make tea, wonderful tea. The very best tea.
7. I look at the console and I know what to do.
8. Ten-zero-eleven-zero-zero by zero-two from galactic zero centre is more than a string of numbers to me.
9. I have an answer when someone asks me a question and it's the right one.
10. I only go anywhere when I want to.
11. I have no reason to be afraid of the dark.
12. If we ever meet again, the Doctor will be happy to see me.
13. I am an asset to someone.
Ten questions you will never ask (well, when he remembers not to ask them).
1. "Can we visit the Doctor today?"
2. "Can we visit home?"
3. "What ever happened to ten-zero-eleven-zero-zero by zero-two from galactic zero centre?"
4. "Will you teach me to fly her sometime?"
5. "What do you dream about?"
6. "Where do those scars come from?"
7. "Is it always going to be there, that thing in your head?"
8. "Do I have to leave? Can I just stay with you, stay and see the stars and be here with you? Please?"
9. "What did you say your name was?"
10. "Can you fix me? Pleasepleaseplease? Can you make me better?".
Word Count: ...It's small, okay?
Verse: Memento Mori
Notes: ....This should really be tilted 'A Nice List Of Some of Theta's Issues'. However, I decided not to do that because I feel it would be mean.
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[Fic] (Not Quite) Thirty Sentences In (Not Quite) Thirty Days
I've never seen anyone fly a ship the way he does. I've seen the Doctor fly and he loves his ship, he truly does, but him? It's different with him. It's soothing. I think I rather like it.
Got lost in theship TARDIS, it was fascinating! I should do it again sometime soon.
You know, I'm not actually sure he sleeps.
On occasion things come back to me, things like the Doctor and Donna Noble, or Rose Tyler. I remember the Daleks, I remember how the Doctor(the first one, not the second one...No, no that's no right the Tenth one and the one after that) how he thought it best I go with her. Then it's gone again, then all of it's gone and I look back here and read what I've forgotten.
Turns out I was wrong, he sleeps, just not anywhere I've ever seen before. It looks quite nice in there though. One day I might go in. [scrawled next to it in rushed handwriting] Don't forget where it is. Maps, you should really draw a map.
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Word Count: 644
Verse: Memento Mori
Got lost in the
You know, I'm not actually sure he sleeps.
On occasion things come back to me, things like the Doctor and Donna Noble, or Rose Tyler. I remember the Daleks, I remember how the Doctor
Turns out I was wrong, he sleeps, just not anywhere I've ever seen before. It looks quite nice in there though. One day I might go in. [scrawled next to it in rushed handwriting] Don't forget where it is. Maps, you should really draw a map.
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Word Count: 644
Verse: Memento Mori