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I've never seen anyone fly a ship the way he does. I've seen the Doctor fly and he loves his ship, he truly does, but him? It's different with him. It's soothing. I think I rather like it.

Got lost in the ship TARDIS, it was fascinating! I should do it again sometime soon.

You know, I'm not actually sure he sleeps.

On occasion things come back to me, things like the Doctor and Donna Noble, or Rose Tyler. I remember the Daleks, I remember how the Doctor (the first one, not the second one...No, no that's no right the Tenth one and the one after that) how he thought it best I go with her. Then it's gone again, then all of it's gone and I look back here and read what I've forgotten.

Turns out I was wrong, he sleeps, just not anywhere I've ever seen before. It looks quite nice in there though. One day I might go in. [scrawled next to it in rushed handwriting] Don't forget where it is. Maps, you should really draw a map.

Wound up getting lost again. It wasn't nearly so much fun this time. He had to find me.

I made tea! Granted it took a while and I almost forgot about the water and the milk but I made it!

[Written with the utmost care] Theta. Theta and Koschei. That's who we are.

I fell asleep today, can't recall where but I know it happened. Woke up somewhere different. Still the TARDIS just a bedroom, I believe it's mine. It was very nice of him Koschei to bring me back.

One day I plan on doing something. I'm not sure yet what it is but I expect it's going to be amazing.

Forgot my name, forgot it and couldn't get it back. Had to page through this. I found it though, I'm Theta again.

He [written carefully in comparison to the rest of the words] Koschei was talking, I know he was but I didn't hear him. When he asked me, I said I was fine.

Legs didn't work when I woke up. They decided to not be there. Know what's coming next.

Not today.

Legs started working in the morning. Guess I was wrong. Sometimes that happens. A lot of times that happens. I don't mind this time.

Never thought he worried. Knew he did, knew he had to but never thought he did. One day I'll make it up to him Koschei.

Tired, today is a tired day. A sleeping day. A day for not moving.

He brought me tea. He brought it because he says I like it. Don't remember liking it but I do and I believe him.

He tells stories, the very best stories but I wish I had some to tell him in return.

It came back again, not all the way there yet but can't close my eyes.

Should sleep, should sleep, should sleep but can't but won't but don't want to. Can't go in, can't go away. Don't want to go away.

Slipping, slipping and falling and sliding away. It's not graceful, I'm not graceful. I fall, I fall and fall and he tries to catch me but he can't, not all the time.

Got to sleep. Should sleep. Will sleep soon.

Told him, told him I was going, about the dark and not sure he heard. Not sure I heard me but felt fingers. Fingers said I should go, that I would come back and I don't want to go but I can, he told me I can.

One more day. can stay one more day.

One turns into one more.

Don't, don't, don't dontdon't don'tdon'tdon't want to go. Want to stay there are stories here, stories and light.


Word Count: 644
Verse: Memento Mori
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